Useless

I’m feeling useless right now.

I really don’t want that feeling of detachment to come back. It just felt so empty. I felt like I couldn’t tell anyone about it because they’d think I was just asking for attention because I seem like a happy person. I don’t want people to think that. I’m not asking for sympathy or an “aww, I’m sorry. You’ll feel better later” I just want to talk to someone and find someone who understands. I want to help people, but it seems as if I’m not really helping or I’m not able to give them advice. I want to be held and reasured and have someone tell me it will be okay and actually be able to believe them.